B

only you would look forwards to getting old and wrinkly and grey with me, so we had more time to cuddle.


thanks for being pretty awesome, even if you're not perfect.

now just quit smoking, and things would be PEACHY KEEN!


i promise to try and stop being jealous of those smokes and the people you smoke with.
but you tell all your stories to them and then i get none :( why do you HAVE to have a smoke with coffee? or HAVE to as soon as you come home, or wake up, or before you leave? you should just kiss me instead. its a lot better for you, i promise.

I like it when you smell fresh and not like cigarette in my face. but thankyou for respecting my preferences and keeping your distance until you've drank/eaten something else.

show week

In a matinee right now... AHHH. Show week. I haven't been to any classes! I'm going to be so far behind, especially since I'm going to Ottawa for Easter Weekend and then to Hamilton. BAH. Brendan is, of course, still putting off meeting my father and stepmom and brother. He's been invited to dinner so many times. but, he has to work, so Its not like I can blame him. I just know he's definitely glad he has work as an excuse.

boredddd during the show... yawn. Front of House is the most un-glamourous job ever. yucko. Still haven't heard back from Blythe... fingers crossed like triple times.

I cannot wait until this is over and I can just focus on school assignments that I should be doing right now and on Packing up my mess of a house.
Brendan cooked me breakfast two days in a row now... nom nom nom. Things are really good with him, at least. cha-cha-cha...
He's coming to the play tonight... he refused to show his face in the CFT last night for opening night.. i met him by the bus stop. oh B... one day you're going to have to just suck it up.. oh wait, that's tonight! mwahahaha. and i'm going to kiss him in public and there will be nothing he can do about it, because I said so. shaaa.
I made fun of him last night on the subway for being so twitchy and shy in public about our relationship. he's getting better.. slowly haha
but you know, I told him the other day it was fucking awesome he isn't a clingy boyfriend. He cares, he's just not needy like nick was, which means I don't worry about him while I'm taking care of my life. I think about him, but I don't worry. its so fantastic.

Moving soon... = EEK. I need to somehow pack everything... pack pack pack pack... Hey if anyone wants to visit me and bring me empty boxes, I will feed you tea/coffee and snacks! and bowls! nom nom.
nom.

Wooooahhh Nelly

I have been tres busy. um.. WE GOT THE APARTMENT! we pick up our keys a the end of this month :) and then.. PAINTING PARTY! everyone should come for fun times and painting.

um... yeah..

please please please please please!!

Fingers crossed that this place accepts our rental application. I am concerned our credit checks will suck... or that they will reject us because its 3 girls, not a family... or because the other two are between employment because of school. well, sarah is "working" for her mom, who has a different last name than her..

everything that can be crossed, i'm crossing it!

Also... doubly crossed that maybe, just maybe, these new surprising plans for summer work out. it would be STELLAR. just saying.


also, my boobs are getting bigger. c'est que fuck? 

and, the fetish party made me feel so sexy, i'd just like to say! definitely can't help but be confident when everyone around you in near-nude. we should be nearly nudes all the time.

mondays are the worst

so i helped travis move a lot of shit from Shithaus to Moodstock... and I scavenged through the remainder for anything I thought looked useful.

Shtef raw... baby girl I tried to grab your art stuff but there was just so much! I did rescue your tri-pod though :) and I definitely scored a couple pairs of shoes....plus some useful fabrics.
I don't know how but that basement still smells like cat pee, because thats all i could smell when I got back to my place form my clothes. Gee-ross.

I am le tres exhausted... EXHAUSTED. i asked B to come up tonight so  could just cook, have it ready for when he gets there, and then we can eat and then we can both pass the Fout.  it'll be salmon with a rice pilaf... hopefully & some kind of carrots with nutmeg and honey.. or maybe it'll be some kind of salad.. or both? I dont even know.

When did my life become so much about sleep? I've had hardly any lately. squeezing in 4-5 hours a night.
I tried to stay up late to finish my non-profit schedule for theatre management... but I didnt get it done. I just handed in what I did have finished and will re-had it in next week, since we are allowed to do that. the point is t hat I have handed SOMETHING in.

I feel like a zombie..., i am blogging to stay awake in this class. yikes.

Peter McKinnon is trying way too hard this morning, as well...bah.

nap time i think... nappy nappy nappy..